My dog is dead, the best dog in the world.
And I shall never say again, “Come, Ned,"
And see him jump and wag his tail and grin
And blink his eyes—he knew just what I said.
I found him in the grass behind the ham
And thought he was asleep, he was so still.
And when he didn’t answer to my call
I ran and called for Jim up on the hill.
Jim works for us and always liked Ned too.
He laid him in a box and dug a grave;
And put his arm around me when I cried,
And said, “Why, Ned’s all right—you just be brave."
I tried to be real brave and not to cry;
I guess Jim knew just how I felt inside.
He didn’t say so much but held me tight
And stroked my head until my tears were dried.
But when the sun went down and it was dusk
I thought of Ned and went back by his grave.
And then a lump got swelling in my throat
And I felt awful, trying to be brave.
If being brave is holding back my tears
And having feelings that I have to hide,
Then I don’t always want to be so brave—
And so I crawled up by his grave and cried.
I didn’t feel the lump so after that;
It melted into tears and ran away.
And then I thought of when I first found Ned,
I’m sure I never shall forget that day.
I looked at him, and then he looked at me
And wagged his tail and then began to smile—
We just belonged together, that was all,
Since then we’ve been together all the while.
And then I got to wond’ring where he’d gone
And how he liked it up there all alone,
For he has gone to heaven I am sure—
I wonder if he tried to come back home.
And then I said a little prayer for him
And told the Lord just what was on my mind—
That if He had a little boy up there
Who wanted Ned and would be very kind,
Why, he could borrow him just for a while
With him to play there on the golden street.
For he would surely want a dog like Ned
If paradise for him were real complete.
I wonder if we have to play on harps,
For I could never learn to play I know,
And flying round a throne forevermore
And wearing crowns of gold would tire me so.
I wonder if the Lord would really mind
If I had Ned and not the other things?
I’m sure that we would both be very glad
And God could keep the harp, and crown, and wings.
I told Him I would only lend my dog—
I really think that way is only fair;
The other little boy could borrow him,
But give him back to me when I get there.
My Dog is Dead
Tragedy in the Life of a Little Boy
Chapter 25 · Smoking Flax · · Bibliothēkē